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lol

"you should collab with brian kang "

here it goes again. Jae quickly scrolls through the comment section under his new video and found a dozen more of these. it's became a thing now. people are probably going to start a campaign on change.org soon to make him and this brian guy do a collab. it's not like he dislikes "brian". he watched some of his videos doing covers and original songs when he first noticed people bringing up his name in the comments. he thinks brian is a good singer, and he writes nice songs, and his voice is beautiful, and then there's that smile. it's that kind of smile that makes other people smile too. 

he once replied to someone asking them to do a song together. "maybe ;)" that was all he said, and next thing he knew, people are all over his twitter, youtube and instagram talking about how their vocals will be a perfect match, "friendship goals" and there's even a few saying that they will make a lovely couple. thinking back, he may have started this, but that brian can't not be responsible with his damn smile. 

jae came very close to DM Brian on twitter that one time. when he clicked on brian's icon he suddenly realized that brian was not following him. (of course he wasn't following him either, but still.) what if he doesn't know him? what if he knows him but he doesn't like the idea of a collab at all. even worse, what if he hates his guts and that's why he never responded to anything jae-related? 

thank god he was suddenly reminded of all these potential life threats by his pessimist self. 

he thought as long as he doesn't talk about it, people will eventually stop, which is the exact opposite of what has happened. he doesn't know why, but people seem to believe they are going to do a thing together and it's going to be big. the hype is real, so is his anxiety. 

he decided he has to do something since it looks like brian isn't going to. he typed Brian Kang in the search bar once again, after two months. oh, Brian has a new profile picture, he looks nice, Jae mentally noted, then he sees the little rectangular box that says "follows you" right next to Brian's username. 

is brian kang following me on twitter right now? that brian kang with the best smile in north america (approved by fangirls)? Jae suspects the effects of being overly stressed for too long has set in. 

" you have 352 new messages" 

" you have 353 new messages"

did that brian kang just messaged me on twitter? jae wasn't sure what he was hoping for.